Feel Good

I feel good bout myself. I knew it!!! I am capable. I can do my job well. I can handle these messy things to be fine. I can cope with the stress, evenmore, I handle the stress so well. Well, a bit narcisism wont harm.. hehe..

One of my staff is on leave, and I just find out her messy work.. She confirmed the unsecured account! It is a big-big-sin in my division. Nobody in the world would take 5Bio Rups short in a rush... And bad news : our securities lack of capacity. So, have to find others, while the time is running out!!!! 5Bio!! Whoooaaaaaa....

So, what I've done for the whole day was made phonecalls, lots of them... negotiate, negotiate, negotiate.............. being declined first.. being declined second... and just being declined.. fwuh.. but I keep on trying.. just like Dori at Finding Nemo 'keeeeep swimming.. keeep swimming...' And juusst about in time, a confirmation of acceptance comes.... AAAAAHHH...... the one who keep declining from the very beggining is consider to accept my offer... HIP HIP HURRAAAAY....

Yes, I have secured this one. This difficult-big account.
I have negotiated with seniors..
I did it...
Without being harsh to my staff..
Without being such a bitch..

When I was a staff, I've been suffered by my boss'despicable words while such same case happened..
I hate a kind of rude-stress boss...
Well, I do better than my former boss.. I can handle this work without hurting anybody's feeling...
Hmm.. I am a good boss.. hehehehe...

Thank you God...