A fool. A dumbhead. A moron.
That’s what I am now.
All my life, I always trust my instinct, just like Gibbs trust his guts.
After so long.. my instinct try to tell me something, something that I don’t wanna know, something that I don’t wanna believe; perhaps because I don’t have enough guts to face the truth… and so I ignore it…
My mistake..
Fool...
I thought I was smart and strong… definitely not smart enough, and wait a couple days to see the strong part…
But I always know that I WILL SURVIVE...
Dear my Instinct, please forgive me, please dont leave me, please keep tell me everything that I need to know and please remind me that i have to listen to you all-the-time, and please please please encourage me to skip the denial phase.. it's so yesterday! face it whatever it is... beat it!
I need my heavy metal playlist now...
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