Everytime i facing big day such as birthday and Hari Raya, i become deeply apprehensive about what will happen to me that make me frustration. Dont know why, maybe there is curse on me.
and so... now i try to cope with the sadness, anger, devastation, dissapointment, and frustration.
I think i know why some people addicted to drugs or even commit suicide. Those things will blow the frustration away...
Thank God, I still have a healthy mind, no such things even across my mind.
But I wonder how good to be a psycopath is. According to dictionary, a psychopath is someone who has serious mental problems and who may act in a violent way without feeling sorry for what they have done. Well, at least they can manipulate and take a vengeance, and fell good in return.. mmmm... that what i saw in one episode of House..
But I'm not a psycopath, as mention earlier, I have a healthy mind and brain...
Maybe I just addicted to frustation.
Or maybe it just me who lame, weak and pathetic..
Then, I have to cope with it...
For how long?
2 comments:
emangnya kenapa mar kalo lebaran pake frustasi segala
yah begitu deh piet, dari mulai urusan ga ada pembantu, macet dikala mudik dll dll. setres dah..
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