Monday, November 22, 2004

Rejeki Nomplok

Kemaren nonton Rejeki Nomplok.. ceritanya kru tv diwakilin Peggy bagi2 duwit 5 juta perak ke orang yang dipilih, it could be anybody, supir bajaj, tukang tambal ban, tukang teh botol, sapa aja deh.. kebeneran yang kemaren itu bapak2 tukang maenan anak2 keliling, yang biasa keliling muter2 di kampung2 di jakarta.. ceritanya dia udah 20 taon kerja begitu, langsung sesegrukan pas dikasih duwit 5 juta.. dianter peggy, dia belanja, beli tv (heran, dia milih tv yang 600 rebuan... itu pun dipeluk2 tv nya), beli kalung emas buat istrinya (katanya selama 20 taun kerja baru kali ini dia bisa beliin istrinya perhiasan emas), beli perabotan sekolah buat anak2nya kayak tas, sepatu... itu pun bukan yang mahal, yang standar di bata itu loh.. pokoknya dia belanja banyak bgt, sampe belanjaannya (kecuali tv) penuh se bagasi taksi.. trus acara selesai sisa duwit dibawa pulang, dia pulang naek taksi.. di perempatan ada 2 tukang minta2, dia berenti, dan bagi2 in sisa duwitnya itu.. langsung deh dia dirubung sama orang2 yang kebeneran lagi ada disitu.... even bapak2 yang lagi nunggu bis berlari2 penuh semangat ikut nyodorin tangannya juga : minta! ya ampuuun... dasar orang2 ga tau malu!!! heran, begitu gampangnya orang buat minta2.. lucunya, si bapak2 yang minta itu bajunya rapi2, dan yang dimintain pake baju lusuh bgt.. kebalik bgt deh pokoknya.. kapan ya orang2 bisa tau malu & berenti buat minta2 begitu? betapa baeknya si bapak tukang jual maenan itu, dapet rejeki nomplok dia masih berbagi sama yang laen, padahal dia juga butuh, yakin, dia juga butuh tu sisa duwit.. lha bapak2 yang lagi nunggu bis itu ngapain coba???!!! gila!

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Hamil & Kehamilan

Begini ya rasanya hamil... serba salah, kalo perutnya terlalu kosong, mual... makan lewat dikit aja dari bates cukup kenyang, mual... berbaring terlentang agak lama, mual... bauin sayuran yang biasanya doyan bgt (kayak capcay, sapo tahu, brokoli cah seafood.. huwek.. bayanginnya aja pengen muntah), mual... jalan2 agak lama, mual.. kadang pindah posisi tidur aja mual.. ampun deh... tapi enak juga sih, my hubb jadi care bgt, dikit2 tanya mau apa & diapain, dipijitin, dibelai, disiapin makanan/minuman, dia udah susah2 masak trus ga aku makan juga dia ga komplen, malah sibuk cari2 makanan alternatif laen.. termasuk mau ngejar2 tukang sayur buat beli tahu karna aku lagi pengen banget makan tahu goreng pake sambel kecap.. hihihi.. baek banget deh.. wonder, gimana rasanya perempuan2 yang hamil ga ada suaminya ya? pasti ga enak banget, udah mah kudu sembunyi2 supaya orang2 ga tau dia hamil (means kudu berlaku seperti orang tidak hamil yang susah komplen kalo deket asep rokok, angkat2 berat, lari2an... ampun..).. trus ga da yang merhatiin, ga ada yang pijitin kalo pegel, ga ada yang belai2 kalo lagi mual, tetep kudu ngerjain kerjaan rumah, ga ada yang tanya, "mual ga? perutnya sakit ga? cape ga?mau makan apa? mau dibeliin apa? .. dll dll".. duh, kasian bgt ya.. jadi inget, one of my friend conducted her wedding party while she was 2 months pregnant.. berarti lagi eneq2 gitu dia kudu bermanis2, pake sepatu hak tinggi2 sekali, berdiri berlama2 sambil senyam senyum.. ngikutin segala prosesi adat2 itu.. ampun, jagoan bgt ya dia?! well well.. berarti aku kudu bersyukur bgt, punya suami yang nauin bgt kalo istrinya lagi hamil, dan juga kudu bersyukur bgt karna aku biar mual2 tapi ga muntah2 hebat.. sampe saat ini sih.. hehe.. mudah2an terus begitu..

Friday, November 19, 2004

Weird Food

Few days ago I watched tv show called: "the 10 weird food in universe".. some of them are not really weird to me, as it just fried grasshopper in bangkok (i had tried fried grasshopper when i was in summer camp in junior high, and it was good, tasted like shrimp.. maybe cause they are closed-related taxonomically, some like crustacean.. or somewhat like that. hehe..)... or a bull frog legs served with porridge in Singapore.. hmm.. i think it would be great, since the bull frog legs are very very good, tasted slightly like chicken but even better.. hey hey, do i belong to the weird people eating weird food? hihihi... But then, when it showed a scorpio coated chocolate... yaaaikks! how come the people said it was crunchy tasty healty chocolate?! weeek.. almond coated chocolate is crunchy tasty healty yummy chocolate!that i'm sure!
But it was nothing, when the show came to the weirdest food named ballot in Philipine..... make me loss my apetite to my breakfast. It was embrio of duck! yes, it is. It was boiled egg but not ordinary egg, cause the egg has been fertilized and become an 18 days embrio.. yes, they eat the baby duck! you can see the yolk, the vein, .... uuuugh... no thanks.. i wont eat that food.. i don't think it was food at all,..and now i don't want to eat my boiled egg.. uugh..

Friday, November 12, 2004

Hari kerja terakhir

Hari ini hari terakhir kerja sebelum libur lebaran.. asik deh.. pagi2 bangun agak siang, mandi, sarapan cornflakes pake anggur red globe, mmmm nyam.. udah gitu pergi ke kantor, lucunya dpt omprengannya opel blazer, hihi.. keren bgt yak?! lucunya lagi, isinya cuman kita betiga : si mpunya mobil, aku + my hubb. hehe.. jalanan kosoong bgt, sampe2 heran liat tol segitu kosongnya, ajaib. enak bgt kalo jakarta tiap hari bisa kayak gini... mmm.... what a perfect start for facing a long holiday...
Sialnya, siang2 ada yang bikin bete, si ali cleaning service toilet cowo datengin aku pas aku mo wudhu, dia tanya gini, "THR nya dong, kemaren bu retno ngasih, pak bob ngasih..." cuih.. sebel.. siapa diri lu musti dikasih THR? aku kan ga pernah berurusan sama dia.. emaaang, sesekali suka terlibat conversation sama dia, tapi jarang soalnya orangnya agak2 nyebelin apalagi kalo udah mulai sok2an berdakwah,.. ih, ga tau apa ya gw paling benci didakwahin begitu!ini lagi tanya2 THR.. ada juga kalo aku mau ngasih, aku kasih OB yang suka beliin aku makan siang, yang mau aku titipin ke bank, yang mau bantu2 aku fotokopi, dll dll.. lha ini, ga pernah ada hubungan apa2 juga.. minta2.. sebel bgt.. sampe kudu narik nafas panjang, esmosi jiwa.. sebel.. merusak kebahagianku aja.. huh.. ternyata ga semua orang mau berteman dengan tulus ya?! dari dulu aku diajarin supaya ga pilih2 temen, jangan liat statusnya, bertemen ya bertemen aja.. jadilah dari jaman sekolah aku bertemen akrab sama mang onyon tukang teh botol di smp, si enang tukang parkir, pa yono tukang baso, dll dll.. dan semuanya hepi2 aja, semuanya tulus bener2 bertemen.. ini mah.. udah jarang ngobrol, ngomong sering ga mutu, pake minta2 segala.. sebel..

konon, kata orang2 kalo lagi hamil tu ga boleh ngerasa sebel/benci, tapi aku gak kuwat deh, bener2 esmosi jiwa, jadi aku curhat deh sama b nari, ijal & p nasir.. hihihi... jadi pengen ketawa, ternyata semuanya di mintain si ali juga & ga ada yang ngasih dengan alasan yang sama kayak aku... hihihihi.. gokil..

duh jam 5 masih lama yaa... males bgt kerja nih, udah kebayang2 packing, trus naek kereta ke bandung, makan masakan ibu, curhat sama budhe ttg sarupaning kehamilan... uuuuuh... lamaaa...

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Taxi & attitude

Sebage orang yang males uwel2an & lari2an ngejar2 bis yang ga mau berenti bener, aku lebih suka naek taksi, biasanya sih ga merhatiin mobilnya apaan, pokoknya capnya blue bird ya sudah! Tapi belakangan, naek blue bird pun suka nemu hal2 yang ga ngenakin. ya sok2an ga tau jalan lah (kagak mungkin supir taksi ga tau jalan thamrin kan?!), yang nyetirnya bikin sakit kepala lah, yang hobi maen klakson, yang suka terima hp & ngobrol berlama2 sampe telat masuk jalur lambat.. huh.. these days, almost everyday my hubb pick me up by taxi to go home, ever since he knew i'm pregnant.. enaknyaaa.. hehehe.. after lots of chit chat with those drivers, now i know that not all blue bird's have same quality. if the driver has a good attitude, never been complained by customer, etc.etc yang bagus, then die bakalan dapet mobil yang bagus pula yang paling mutahir.. sekarang mobilnya vios... 2nd best dapet soluna, dst dst.. jadi kalo naek blue bird, carilah yang mobilnya bagus, good car means good attitude of the driver.. kalo dapetnya timor, ya, sukur2 dapet yang ga macem2, biasanya sih suka sok2an ga tau jalan, jadi kudu dicerewetin...

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Supranatural

Wonder, how people with supranatural power managed their lives. They know what will happened to our lives, but, are they know what will happened to their selves? huh..
I grew up in a supranatural-non-believer-family. But as I grown up, I should admit that yes, some people are really have the sixth sense called supranatural power. It happened when I came to the office for the first time. I joined the company along with some guys, one of them is a cute-sweet-smart guy that used to go to junior high with me. When we both stood in line to the photocopy thing, an old indian lady smiled to us and said, "did you know that you two belong to each other?"...????!!! hey! that time i was in the middle of a semi-serious relationship. i thought, we thought, the lady is insane. hihihi... later i knew that she known as a precise fortune teller. hmmm?? but then, yes we fall for each other. Several years later, a chinesse lady-friend of my man- out of the blue told him that we will get married next year, and the process will be starting at the end of the year.. wanted to believe in her, but i kept my realistic-mind, there was something between us that made us couldn't get married easily. hmmm.. and again: she's right! everything just like she told us... weleh weleh...
Just couple months ago, an old javanese lady came to me and said, "you'll get pregnant as soon as you want to.." should i believe her?
but then, yes she's right.. hmmm... do i change to become a supranatural believer now? don't know.. just a curiosity in my mind : how those people managed their lives?? how those people live their lives if they know what will happen in the future?? and why those people livin' around me? is that a gift?

Friday, November 05, 2004

The Amazing Feeling

I couldn't describe what i felt when the doctor said, "yes, you're pregnant"... my body shaking, my mind blowing, my eyes wet, and fully speechless.. thank God. never felt so happy this way. just : amazing.. amazing to know that there's a little human growing inside my body, how the cells devided & developed, just like the embryology thing i used to read when i was still in college. how's the two tiny winy cells become one human being, just still out of my mind. yes, i understand it scientifically, but something missing.. how somebody could arranged something so detail?? what would i say is just Subhanallah.. thank God for givin me the pregnancy, thank God for givin me that amazing feeling, thank God for everything...

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Period

It's been 2 weeks since the date that I should have my period.. well.. so what?! hehe.. it's usually late time after time. Afterall, it's Ramadhan, hehe.. asik kan kagak batal puasanya.. Hmm.. but stil, i want to find out why. So I bough a pregnancy test toll kit (the cheap one, as i usually get my period soon as my urine been tested), and hey, surprise surprise, there was 2 stripes!! 2 stipes = pregnant! wow. not happy. not sad. just wow. i want to have a baby, but still don't have a courage to be a mother, mentally i am not ready. so, early in the morning we (me + my hubb) went to the mother & child hospital nearby our house. The doctor was late, 2 hours late! huh! kalo gw udah hamil tua udah berojol kali! Then, he took me to that usg thing, and said : "i couldn't see anything. its probably you are not pregnant, but i'm not sure. just come back here next month." That's it! huuuh!! betebetebete.. udah lama nunggunya, cuman dapet jawaban gituan! emangnya gw orang bodoh tolol ga ngerti kalo tes itu ga cuman usg doang?! dokter gila, ini kan bulan puasaaa.. if i am pregnant then i have to change my lifestyle including kagak ikut puasa! I felt so up set,dissapointed and gloomy, felt like loosing something special... hmmm.. maybe deep deep down inside, me myself is ready to be a mom ya?! then, i bough a test toolkit (the most expensive one) and test my urine early next morning. The result? + ...hey... oke deeeh.. berarti emang kudu ganti dokter kali yaaa.. so just now, i made a reservation to the well known hospital in jakarta, we'll see what the doctor sez.. uh..

Disconnect

What a @#$%$@!!??<*&^!!! syebel banggeeet!!! di jaman begini e-mail & all internet access di kantor mati udah 2 hari! gombral! padahal renewal desember seabrek2, gila apa musti di fax semuanya, berlembar2 ke lebih dari 10 company.. kalo dalem negri sih ga papa, ato kalo singapur2 aja mah ya ga masalah, koneknya cepet, lha ini ke bahrain?! mumbay?! tolooong..
hari ini connect tapi katanya cuman 2 jam! huh! betebetebete...

Monday, November 01, 2004

kue lebaran

Taon ini taon pertama lebaran udah punya rumah sendiri, berarti bikin kue sendiri buat dirumah.. bukan buat di rumah ortu.. biasanya, taon2 kemaren emang bareng kita bedua (aku +b chie)tukang bikin kue bareng2 di rumah, sekarang, die bikin sendiri di bandung, aku bikin sendiri di sini.. hehe.. ga enak juga sih bikin sendiri, beda bgt suasananya, biasanya kita bikin kue bareng2 sambil gosip, hihi.. teteeep biar puasa juga gosip tetep jalan. tapi enaknya, karna ini kue cuman buat di rumahku, jadi aku bisa ngatur sendiri kue apa yang aku mau bikin & seberapa banyak. so, aku bikin chocolate chip cookies.. i found the recipe from internet (as usuall..hehe.. sebenernya di kantor kerja apa browsing resep sih? hihi..)and the cookies are excellent! really easy to make,the presentation are great and taste soo yummy... even my hubb couldn't control his self to steal those cookies..heheh.. nyam nyam.. the recipe called Mrs. Fields Chocolate Chips Cookie.

Ingredients :
- 225 gr butter
- 185 gr brown sugar
- 250 gr castor sugar
- 2 eggs
- 1 tsp vanilla
- 250 gr flour
- 300 gr oatmeal (measure first, then blender until becomes powder)
- 1/2 tsp salt
- 1 tsp baking soda
- 1 tsp baking powder
- 300 gr chocolate chips

Cream butter, brown sugar and sugar. Add vanilla and eggs. Add all other ingredients. Drop a teaspoonfull of the batter to ungreased cookie sheets and bake about 6-10 minutes. hmmmm... yummy.. nyam nyam..