Stuck

I am stuck.
Stuck in this situation.
Stuck in this moment.
Nowhere to run, to get out of here....
But I know that I will survive...
God I love this song....

I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me that I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company
I never thought you were a fool, but darling, look at you. Ooh.
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
'Cause tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it

I will not forsake the colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears, through your eyes I can see

You are such a fool to worry like you do.. Oh
I know it's tough and you can never get enough of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Oh lord look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and you cant get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter along this stony pass
It's just a moment
This time will pass

How to cope with... FRUSTRATION!

Everytime i facing big day such as birthday and Hari Raya, i become deeply apprehensive about what will happen to me that make me frustration. Dont know why, maybe there is curse on me.
and so... now i try to cope with the sadness, anger, devastation, dissapointment, and frustration.
I think i know why some people addicted to drugs or even commit suicide. Those things will blow the frustration away...

Thank God, I still have a healthy mind, no such things even across my mind.

But I wonder how good to be a psycopath is. According to dictionary, a psychopath is someone who has serious mental problems and who may act in a violent way without feeling sorry for what they have done. Well, at least they can manipulate and take a vengeance, and fell good in return.. mmmm... that what i saw in one episode of House..
But I'm not a psycopath, as mention earlier, I have a healthy mind and brain...

Maybe I just addicted to frustation.
Or maybe it just me who lame, weak and pathetic..
Then, I have to cope with it...
For how long?

Swing...

Mood swing....
I know that i am all alone handling most of the things but got nothing in return, think im not deserve it, i deserve the better though. Try to cheer up my day. Try to be normal. Try to be me.
Maybe i was destined to be like this..
Sometimes i wonder, what am i doing wrong, is there something wrong that i do, or i did? why is it hard to living in a normal way, an ordinary life???
Why is it so hard to be happy?
Why is it happening to me???
Mood swing...
Oh i need cafein... and a great jokes! At least, it can make me happy for a moment...
swing...

Uuuuffh..

Like most of the people i know, i just want to have a happy, peaceful, whealty, and convenient life... just??? well, perhaps the word just is way hyperbolic for the situation, or refer to the teens it would be defined as lebay.. hehe..

but actually, that is what i want.
and never know whether i'll get one...
i thought i'm in my PMS mode, since I got my mood swing since couple days ago.. but its not.
maybe it just me being unhappy at this moment.
ugh..